[POEM NINE]
You have teached me to be brave,
To be kind and generous.
You have teached me that life is not easy.
That it can be hard and painful.
But you have teached me to be smart and strong too.
And I am completely grateful for your lessons.
You have teached me that love
Is always stupid and selfish.
That things would be difficult,
Because life is not a good place
For people like me.
You have teached me I am a bad person
Only because you think I am not worthy.
I have learned from you I'm not good enough.
I have learned from you I won't be able to do anything.
Because that was something you have always said.
I have learned to hate me
The same way I see you hate me everyday.
Trying to find the love
You have always kept away from me.
I tend to look for the acceptance
In everyone else.
I tend to look for love
In every people I have met.
